I wanted him! I wanted him to be with me, to stand by me.
But I didn't stood by him. I left him. He was there......always. I still regret the moment I decided to end a beautiful friendship for the name of people. i always say that I didn't care what people said. But my actions spoke a different story.
Some relations can't be named. I understood it then. You just have a connection. I can never describe that feeling, that emotion. It just clicked automatically.